when secrets are not secrets anymore

ang lihim daw ay sadyang nabubunyag.

wala lang. thoughts to ponder on for today...

its hard for me to trust. kaya nga parang close na tayo pero hindi pa pala kasi nga i only share my secrets to only few persons at matagal pa bago ko pa masabi kasi nga mahirap for me to trust. i mean it may be negative, i know how to trust pero when it comes to trusting with my skeletons, its hard for me to share and open up. im so secretive kaya nga im proud to say na you can share your darkest secrets with me at i will take it to my grave. unfortunately ako lang iyon...

basta natuto akong magshare ng feelings but when i say its a secret, it should be a secret!!! kaya nga secret eh. sabi nga ni ate pat, kung magshashare ka ng secret dapat sa 2 tao lang at dapat patayin mo pa ang isa... hay... gosh i was somehow felt betrayed dahil parang there is something wrong.

i think my secret is leaking.

i seldom share my personal things.. and when i started to open up... people are starting to.. hay basta i've learned my lessons.. from now on i wont say anything... my lips are sealed! i made a mistake siguro...

i think this is the real price i have to pay then...

hay...

hey you know i have a secret..

and i swear i will never share it again! kaya dont dare ask me about it.

...if it happens na alam mo ang sikreto ko and i didn't tell you

too bad. this time alam kong i was betrayed.

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ala lang. kasi parang nahihirapan ako... kasi naman its hard for me trust tapos hay... another frustration... tsk tsk.

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congratulations and more power!